Blue moon

I’ve been asleep for way too long

Lost in a dream world of my own

Dreaming about all that is wrong

I’m like a dog without its bone.

You said you’d come and I still wait

But time has passed and I got old

Maybe I will meet you at the Golden Gate

For soon enough I will be cold.

The blue moon rose above my head

With all my strength I look around

It seems as I have been misled

You’re still not here and I am downed.

It seems as if my fate is sealed

To walk this earth forever half

My true intentions deep concealed

Hidden away behind a laugh.

I see them all around me every day

People running to achieve their goals

When all I have is a shade of grey

For no one joins me in my strolls.

I’m missing what I needed most

There’s nothing else anyone craves

A single person whom to trust

A single soul split in two graves.

Having my thoughts just for myself

I walk around the world aimless

When my words will be in the bookshelf

I will be forever drown below the surface.

21.09.2013

Wish

You came to me within a dream,

I miss you more than it would seem,

You stood by me for a whole night

I wish the morning never brought daylight…

I saw you more beautiful than ever

As your image stuck to me forever,

I gazed upon you with amaze,

I wish the morning didn’t set my dream ablaze…

Walking together, with you by my side

I took you to be forever my bride.

You smiled at me gently and then, oh, surprise:

I wish the morning never brought sunrise…

I was shown our future, our family and lives

And we lived forever under clear, sunny skies.

We loved each other greatly as the time passed by,

I wish the morning didn’t make me say goodbye…

Wherever you’ll be and whatever you’ll do,

I will always be in your heart for you.

And if one day sunrise finds me next to you,

I wish the morning makes you say “I do!”.

22.09.2013

Love at first sight

I can tell by the look in your eye,

I can tell by the way you sigh,

That you know I've been thinking of you

And you know what I want to do...

When you smile, I see the stars in the sky,

When you smile, I see sunrise,

And I know you've been thinking of me,

And I know how you want it to be...

I can tell by the things you say,

I can tell that you know the way,

And I know what you want me to do,

Oh, I've got hearts and flowers for you...

If you leave me, you will make me cry...

When I think of you saying goodbye

Oh, the sky turns to a deeper blue,

That's how I'd feel if I lost you...

For you are the one

For you I would climb the highest mountain peak,

Swim the deepest ocean, your love i do seek.

For you I would cross the rivers most wide,

Walk the hottest desert sand to have you by my side.

For you are the one who makes me whole,

You've captured my heart and touched my soul.

For you are the one that stepped out of my dreams,

Gave me new hope, should me what love means!

For you alone are my reason to live,

For the compassion you show and the care that you give.

You came into my life and made me complete,

Each time I see you, my heart skips a beat.

For you define beauty in both body and mind

Your soft, gentle smile... More beauty i'll never find.

For you are the one God sent from above

The angel i needed for whom i do love!

For a woman I am

I have not the right words to describe or to try

And express my regret for making you sigh,

For making you suffer, for bringing you grief

But I pray you, dear ‘mortal’, share this moment with me.

It puzzles my soul and it tortures my mind...

Oh, who? Who’s love have I rudely declined?

For between men of honor you stand unconfined,

Between all of them you stand one of a kind!

You have bared enough and here is my plea:

Just read these few words and do this for me!

Forget this divinity you think I might be!

For a woman I am and a Goddess you see.

A woman, a mortal, a creature of lust,

A careless creation, a sinner at first,

A fanthom of love betraying your trust,

A statue made of water, fire and dust.

I am not in the sunlight, I’m no ray in the sky,

 I was born on the ground; I will live and then die.

I can look in your eyes while beside me you lye

I can wipe all your tears and be there when you cry.

I have been a friend and I will always be!

No matter the fire you shall bring over me.

Still beware this sly devil inhabiting me,

For a woman I am but a Goddess you see!

This was a response i received to my "Goddess".

Goddess

Oh, gorgeus greek Godess, you are purely divine!

But everytime i aproach you, you simply decline...

I'd wish you'd listen to me and see that my soul

When you are not here transformes in a hole,

In a deep, darkened void that poisons my mind,

Eludes my love thoughts that are one of a kind...

Nevermore to be loved, nevermore to be hated

Wandering day and night... still i regret it....

I regret the fact that i couldn't confess

And time layed it's curtain as a sinuous dress.

But I am a mortal; a Godess you are,

The distance between us, like Moon to a star...

Our love was forbidden in everyone's mind

Because a Godess can't fall in love for one of my kind.

But i surely look forward that maybe someday

You will come back to me as a bright shining ray.

Desperate for your love, i will reach for the skies

Hoping that one day I will gaze again in your eyes...

But you'll still be a godess, and a mortal i'll be

And maybe your eyes were never for me to see.

For you are a god and a devil alike

Kindness radiates your smile but grief comes when you strike

you take all my pain with one easy touch

And so you atract me into you devilish clutch! 

But our love will remain as from Moon to a star

For a mortal I am and a Godess you are ...

Winter of my solace

The last few days of fall are here

As they have been each passing year...

Spring is long gone, summer was short,

The flow of time i can not sort.

Now you are back, just like before,

The only one that I adore,

Envelop me in your cold embrace,

Oh, gorgeous winter of my solace.

Your silver clothes, your chilling touch,

You cold bite people hate so much,

All of them are gifts for me,

Your only child you have truly...

It is the winter of my solace,

Perhaps the only time i rise to surface...

For winter brought me all i have

And only you can make me live.

I longed all year for your caress

My queen, my lover, my godess.

Once more invite me in your palace,

Oh, glorious winter of my solace !